Tuesday, December 24, 2002

NOW I ACTUALLY BELIEVE IT

there has been a long period of silence prior to my writing this

during this time I have contemplated the reconciliation of concepts that have appeared before there was no existence of them

I made this up and now I actually believe it

one must listen to the muse and not speak through it

perhaps I realized this a long time ago and this labor of love is symbolic of that realization

this work preceded its existence

it’s part of an interconnected representation of an inner and outer way of letting things slide and coincide and getting it all down on paper

but the truth is it’s not going anywhere

I am still learning how to steer this vehicle and if you take a corner unctuously you can flip the whole thing over and all of its contents with it takes considerable strength to harmoniously break this silence without finding your one liners smeared aboard a discontinued model of wattage that luminaries are already planning their study of basic subjects

taking apart the pieces and putting them back together in a cinnamon scented hashish ball rolled down the stairs as I was running up them

careful to step on each of them

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